I am Struggling...WTF is the Goverment doing?!

So during 2 hour drive today I also thought about what the government was doing about the Budget Cuts

then i see this car in the lane next too me come into my lane half way without signaling
i have to slam on my brakes to avoid crashing, when i honked the car backed off
i pass by and what i see?
a slut on her fucking iPhone
last time i checked talking on the phone while driving was illegal
where are the cops
then i noticed that a cop car was right behind me
i was excited, i thought he was gonna pull this slut over and give her a fat ticket
but no, he drives by as if nothing happened

uhmmm
why do we pay tax?
why does government spend millions of tax payers dollar every month on police?
we are paying for cops' doughnuts and gas
we are not paying for services we think we are paying
i have seen too many people break laws and commit crimes in front of police and get away with it

if we were to cut spending on policing and used on education me and millions of students won't be suffering right now

here is what i have to say
Fuck the police
Fuck the politicians
and Fuck the government

Anger, Frustration, and CSU System

Today was my registration date at CSUN
I have no classes Spring 2010 semester and I was pissed enough to post hateful "Note" post and Status updates on Facebook.

the "Note" and status update was about forming Fight Clubs on CSU campuses and eventually bombing Admissions & Records offices and book stores, this will mean everyone will have zero units, therefore everyone will have same registration date

well today I took 2 hour drive to no where to calm myself and think about a lot of stuff.

I thought back to my life thinking "What did I do to deserve this fate?"
I thought about the time I gave $5 to a homeless lady, the time where I helped an elderly lady carry packs of bottled water at Costco, and other good deeds I have done throughout my life.
Not enough good deeds? Maybe
Bad deeds too evil? Maybe

then I remembered a scene from Fight Club
the scene goes like this

Brad Pitt and Edward Norton arrives in front of a run down liquor store.
Pitt goes into the store and brings out the clerk to the back at gun point
Pitt grabs the clerk's wallet and digs through it
Pitt finds an expired community college ID and asks what the clerk was studying
clerk answers "Stuff"
Pitt threatens to kill the clerk and ask for more detailed answer
clerk answers "Biology"
Pitt asks "Why did you quit?"
clerk answers "Too many tests"
Pitt asks "What did you wanted to be?"
clerk answers "Veterinarian"
Pitt tells the clerk to pursue his dreams and tell him to run home and if he doesnt do what he said he will find the clerk and kill him
the clerk runs
Norton who was watching this asks Pitt what was the point
Pitt answers "It will be a new day for him, his meal will taste better than anything we've ever tasted."

I placed myself as the clerk
kinda got me inspired and calmed myself...
then I realized that all my principles and ideas come from movies
i dont know if this is a good thing or a bad thing
i will get back to it when i find out